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March 2025

  • The Anthropocene…

    I am thirty five years old, I have been a writer since I was nineteen. I was a bit of a late bloomer there owing to a birth defect that messed up my hands, amongst many other thing. I have wanted to be a writer since my earliest childhood memories, but my ability to practice the craft was starkly limited before dictation software got good. The history of dictation software goes back to 1992, a little company called Visioneer, which originally made scanners, purportedly made the first natural language processing software. the history of this branch of technology, is a bit murky however. The first dictation product that most people heard about was Dragon Dictate. Which appeared and either 1990 or 1992 depending on which source you trust. What is undisputed however is the fact that in 1992 a copy of Dragon Dictate would run you and astounding nine thousand dollars. Which according to the internet would be nearly twenty thousand today. This price would come down, so dramatically in fact…

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  • Change the books,…

    It's quite amazing to me just how easily one's life could've been completely different.. See when i was in my first wave of identity questioning, late teenage early college. and exploring witchcraft/the occult. I read a few books by Silver Ravenwolf.. Wiccans/Occult practitioners more generally are already cringing/cursing at their screens here. Ravenwolf is problematic because of her antichristian attitudes among other things, And i just didn't vibe with it. So i put Witchcraft/Neopagenism aside as not for me. But it was still a fruitful path, because it lead to me discovering both progressive christian theology, and folk piety/ older pre reformation attitudes toward things like ghosts etc. This merger of rationality with deep mysticism inside the progressive catholic tradition is central to my identity now . The core around which my sense of self is built one might say. Had i read Deborah Lipp as an introduction to the occult i think my spiritual journey would've been radically…

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February 2025

  • Giving the mouse…

    Prelude It is no secret, on this site at least that i have multiple serious disabilities. When i have to disclose that fact to outsiders i often get a strange reaction, they are taken aback by the level of "success". I have, apparently not many people in my position live in the "community" by themselves, occasionally, work a job, and enjoy strong bonds to people outside of intimidate family. Let's take a pause to consider that. What outsiders (medical professionals, social workers, councilors, etc) consider a disabled person who manages to achieve basic human needs, not only a success but a success so great that i've been called an "inspiration" . I am not a success by my own criteria, yet. I don't feel that my life is particularly inspirational. Nonetheless I made a bet with the universe, that if one more person called me an inspiration or asked what my secret was. I would write it down. Turns out one really shouldn't make bets with the universe,…

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